Dear Badass,
How many surgeries is this going to take? I will hold your hand through them all, leave my phone on through the night, be your ear when you are afraid, and show you all the care but honestly I hope this is the only one. I don't want to see you go through this. You need to be with me or at least within reach. You would have really enjoyed the hinterlands tonight. It was very grungy in the way you and I like it. and there was a lot of dancing. When I first walked in to the theater there was this tall guy wearing a suit and a top hat practicing his dance on stage and all I could see was you.
I love you. I miss you. I can't wait for this to be over. . .
I miss your cute dances, your adorableness and the way you sing. I have mp3s of you singing and i listen to them all the time.
At one point in the show the actors said they were going to go play baseball but it was base ball. so this girl kicked a guy in the balls.
Then there was another section where we were calling feminists pussyriders. I think that title is just funny to people like you and me.
Then we were handed plastic bags and ordered to make music with them. We were the orchestra and the actor was conducting us.
Oh yeah the announcer started to list off all these 50 disco type bands and no one knew who there were but then he mentioned Death and everybody started to clap. . . I laughed. I think you would have liked that part!
People came around and served us Faygo
I miss your laugh.
I hate that I couldn't see you last night. . . I bawled my eyes our forever. . .
I know people think i'm crazy for reacting this way like give it a rest AJ you are doing this to yourself. but people don't understand what you have done for me, what you mean to me and that I want to spend every chance I get with you and when I don't I fucken crumble. . . :(
